Monday, January 22, 2018

Starting to think: What Does God (or Goddess) Want Me To Do?

This is a thought that has occured to me many times as I've battled the brain tumor. If I was to be saved, what direction does a god or a goddess want me to focus my attention?

In Facebook, I've found that numerous people think Donald Trump is "the bees knees", no matter how much he lies, cheats and Tweets. Is this the path I should take, bringing down this so-called "People's Choice" by continuing to point out which Constitutional faux pas he's making?

"Nah!" say the voices that talk to me. "Karma's taking care of that."

I  puzzle some more.

Bit by bit, "row by row" as sung by Arlo Guthrie, I'm getting a little better, but I still have a problem: The aphasia isn't getting better.

I've tried reading to myself in the mirror. I do alright, but I wouldn't pay to have me read. I goof up the really easy things and the hard things go through with no hitches - most of the time.

There are days that I feel like saying nothing to anyone because things are so strung up behind the scenes. It takes me longer to tell you "Good morning" that to recite the Constitution of the United States, for instance, because "good" and "morning" have chosen not to talk to each other.....

So that limits me to work that doesn't involve any kind of speeches.

So, since my main work is WRITING.......

*grin*